there’s a special place in hell reserved just for me

it’s called the throne


My current clothing style is a combination of “shit I’m late”, “shit it’s cold”, with just a hint of “I’m too lazy to look socially acceptable for you losers”.

3am written thoughts…..

It’s 3am and here I am
Once again dwelling on all the pain.
It’s 3am and I can’t explain
How I can’t restrain from going insane.

It’s 3am and here I am
Bringing up the past again
This 3am needs to end
My brain is flooding with regret

I toss and turn in this cold bed Replaying every hurtful word I’ve said But I’ll pretend that I’m not upset
Light this cigarette to forget that…

It’s 3am and here I am
I lay awake because I’m afraid
Its 3am and I’ll escape
Far away from these mistakes that remain…. But For now it’s 3am. I’m Stuck inside a nightmare that doesn’t seem to end….

In a real dark night of the soul, it is always three o’clock in the morning, day after day.
F. Scott Fitzgerald (via thingsandschemes)
Chiodos - 3 AM
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The Neighbourhood - Afraid
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All my friends always lie to me
I know they’re thinking
"You’re too mean, I don’t like you, fuck you anyway
You make me wanna scream at the top of my lungs,It hurts but I won’t fight you
You suck anyway,
You make me wanna die”
When I wake up I’m afraid, somebody else might take my place…
When I wake up I’m afraid, somebody else might end up being me…
Being me can only mean
Feeling scared to breathe
If you leave me then I’ll be afraid of everything..
That makes me anxious, gives me patience, calms me down
Lets me face this, let me sleep, and when I wake up, Let me be
When I wake up I’m afraid, somebody else might take my place…”

The Neighbourhood - Let It Go
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